Tuesday, October 14, 2008
every since i came into smu,i became very pessimistic..i feel inferior, lousy, stress & always depressed..people say that left handed are supposed to be smarter..but they always joke & say im the opposite - the more dumb ones..and i admit..i suck at everything..
Thursday, October 02, 2008
jus finish 2 mid terms in a day, today..2 killer modules..econs & bgs..CUIdepressed mode =((hate econs, tried to understand the concept but didnt use much during test cox all ques very tricky, no need calculations at all! agrhh.. essay ques more cui.. i see pple write alot, mine only 1.5 pages long.. CUI!damn sad....so many things to settle.. so many things to pay!MIC workload is piling up. lots of things to do.. stress..payment of $250 for my ocip thailand trip to be paid tmrw, buy SMU hoodie tmrw.. all involves money.. ROAR.. and im broke! i have no money for myself =( deprived of shopping Therapy..
YES, I FEEL LIKE tHis NOW! ROAR
lots of submissions dates:
- Java assignment on sun
- Java documentation by mon
- Calculus mid term
- OCIP facilitations
- MIC MIC MIC!!!!!!!!!
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, im sorry for being so moody & rowdy.. perhaps it due to the time of the month.. mood swings =((
there were times when i really feel llike giving up studying,
times when i breakdown..
but luckily you're always there for me,
to encourage me & to remind myself that im doing this for my parents, for you & for myself.
thanks or motivating me.. though sometimes i might be wilful..
but you never gave up or shout at me..
i'll try my best, to do my parents & you proud.
i shall look forward to the goal of taking graduation photos tgt =))
i mus tell myself that, i can do it..
yes, kenken, u can do it!!
haiz, i hope i really can do it......
-depressed mode-
